We both know

that we like each other. That secretly, all we want is to be with each other. That really, we keep saying we'll never get a significant other when we're standing right in front of each other. Each text kills me bcus I know that a "us" or a "we" will never be. You'll js be there, a best friend, an oppa, someone I can rely on. But why did you come into my life now? Why a month before? I've known you for over two years now, but why did we become so close now? There's too many questions going on in my head... I needa make a long list. Js finished reading TH1RTEEN R3ASONS WHY, it's an amazing book. But it got me thinking... I'm going to put more thought into my blogs now...especially on the one that I'm going to write tmrw after the football game. But really, why? Why now... why me. I'm sure eventually you'll js turn into a friend, and we'll forget about this whole little episode, but who knows? What if you're really what I've been looking for. No. I can't say that. I. Need. To. Keep. My. Vision. Focused. On. You. And you know exactly who you are. But he doesn't. Sounds like a total K-drama, huh? Haha, maybe one day I'll publish my life story and you'll never know it ws about you, him, and me.